ABOUT ME
hi hiiii!! my name is mykola, i'm in my 20s and i use he/vi/it pronouns (plus some others you can find in my pronouns page)i am taken as of 05.30.24♡i like to read and draw and put stickers on things... have two rats and four cats you can ask to see them if you want. i work in a lab and play with rats and mice all day please ask me about them. there are 200 mice with autismi'm not about to reveal my entire medical history to you but i do have autism, bpd, and i'm a system host. more information about that here! i'm working on being more open about my system lol sorry if you end up interacting with some of my alters they kind of suck! especially zaichael </3i'm like kinda really bad at keeping up conversations sometimes but i promise i'm trying my best. maybe........
THE MES
FICTIVISM
- nikolai gogol (bsd)
- tartaglia (gi)
- dr. jack bright (scp)
- vinegar doppio (jjba)JUST ME
- noé archiviste (vnc)
- joker (p5r)
- dimentio (spm)
- floyd leech (twst)
- edgar allan poe (bsd)
- mika kagehira (es)
- ashe bradley (wh)KINS
- maeno aki (ZENO remake)
- kinugawa kasumi (blue archive)
- igusa haruka (blue archive)
- sonia bean (mgrp)
- stanczyka (mgrp)
- tot pop (mgrp)
- Q (bsd)
- idate (watgbs)
- naoto shirogane (p4)
- cahara (f&h)
- joseph joestar (jjba)
- diego brando (jjba)
- seth twiright (ec)
- carlos marlon (ec)
- alois trancy (bb)
- furina (gi)OTHER STUFF
- seals
- puppies
- ferrets
- rats
INTERESTS
SPINTERESTS
bungou stray dogs, R18G visual, blue archive, novels, magical girl raising project, fear&hunger, the witcher, etrian odyssey, rpgmaker gamesOTHER INTERESTS
persona, made in abyss, twisted wonderland, mysterious joker, vanitas no carte, breaking bad, genshin impact, ensemble stars, the evillious chronicles, reverse 1999, milgram, ace attorney, mary skelter, madoka magica franchise, black butler, warrior cats, sci-fi and speculative evolution, extreme horror novels, classic literature, figure collecting, garage kits, deco-journaling, criminology
BYF + DNI
BYF
i don't care about kinning or doubles or any of that stuff, however my fictivism is (unfortunately) a core part of my identity. i may not follow you back if you heavily identify with me. nothing personal, it's simply for my own comfort. that out of the way, here's the rest of the BYF.- i am an adult
- my account is not bsd spoiler free. i will post spoilers for each monthly chapter, sometimes minutes after the chapters are released (though i mostly just talk about fyodor)
- bungou stray dogs is my biggest special interest and i do not shut the fuck up about it. ever
- i engage with dead dove topics fictionally. for fun
- i work in a lab and will occasionally post photos / videos of the animals i work with. i will never post graphic content of these animals, but if you're uncomfortable with animals (mice, rats, and frogs) in a lab setting, i don't suggest following
- i make jokes about killing myself / drugs / etc.
- i am dating fyodor dostoyevsky in real life. if you selfship with him i will probably block you for my own comfort lol
- i reclaim the f slur, r slur, and t slur
- i love drugs!!!!!!!i am also genuinely incredibly mentally ill. please keep that in mind when interacting with me (lol). i swear i'm getting better
DNI
- i block freely. if i don't fuck with you then i'll just block you lol
- you have anything against my boyfriend or my friends
- you genuinely hate bungou stray dogs i do not shut the fuck up about it and you probably don't wanna be mutuals with me if you hate it lmfao
- don't shut the fuck up about arcane
- you are associated with mako / luka (@luvfromluka). i don't want them or any of their friends in my life anymore. i'll gladly explain in private but i'm not in the business of airing my grievances public!
MY TOYS
i like these guys alot. they're my favourites! i prioritize them over, well, everything. they're all very important to me and i love them all very dearly. if you have anything against them or dislike them for any reason, stay far away from me. i will fucking GET you. if you don't like them, i don't like you ♡♡ DOS-KUN ♡
@locallovemachine
♡ DIZZY ♡
@eylerscarlett
SYLVIE
@strawb3rrymeat
VEE
@mymelo.vee
CHARLES
@snobbizm
ARTEMIS
@5eccentrics
PIERRE
@sleepyashed
KOR
@silverstars.cos
EVAN
@kittybeanzzzz
CASPER
@ruisnene
BETTY
@082ob
MY FAVES
| COMFORT CHARACTERS | MEDIA |
|---|---|
| fyodor dostoyevsky, ranpo edogawa, sigma, bram stoker, yosano akiko, kunikida doppo, the hunting dogs, shibusawa tatsuhiko, agatha christie, lucy maud montgomery, mizuki tsujimura, natsuhiko kyougoku, ayatsuji yukito | bsd |
| hanuma makoto, amami nodoka, sorasaki hina, tanga ibuki, kiryuu kikyou, problem solver 68 | blue archive |
| geralt of rivia, yennefer of vengerberg, ciri, dandelion | the witcher |
| ritsu sakuma, arashi narukami, shu itsuki | enstars |
| pfle, shadow gale, pythie frederica, general pukin, snow white, clantail, rain pow, marika fukuroi, keek | mgrp |
| akechi goro, the phantom thieves, kanji tatsumi | persona |
| o'saa, pav, marina, ragnvaldr | fear&hunger |
| sana futaba, alina gray, madoka kaname | pmmm franchise |
| shion sonozaki, mion sonozaki, rena ryuguu | higurashi |
| bernkastel, beatrice | umineko |
| mr. L, bonechill, mimi | spm |
| banica conchita, lich arklow, arte, pollo, margarita blankenheim, levia barisol, behemo barisol | evillious chronicles |
| riddle rosehearts, malleus draconia, epel fermier | twst |
| scaramouche, il dottore, pantalone, arlecchino, kaedehara kazuha, zhongli, neuvillette | genshin impact |
| wilardo adler, charlotte | witch's heart |
| felix honikker, florence, Q84 | hello charlotte |
| vanitas, olivier, dominique de sade | vnc |
| the batter, the judge, valérie, sucre | OFF |
| scp-049, dr. alto clef, dr. kondraki, dr. gears | scp |
| cinderella, sleeping beauty, gretel, otsuu, little mermaid | mary skelter |
| vittorino, accardi | 8:11 |
| jessica, voyager, medicine pocket, 37, schneider, x, isolde, anjo nala | r:1999 |
| tsugino haru | ZENO remake |
| miles edgeworth, maya fey | ace attorney |
| faputa, nanachi, mitty, ozen | made in abyss |
my more general comforts are cats, racoons, ferrets, big fluffy dogs (ie. bernese mt. dogs, golden retrievers) and rats. also just my interests in general lol
DOS-KUN ♡
my dearest, beloved dos-kun, my devotion for you knows no bounds, for you have ensnared my heart and trapped it in a pretty gilded cage ♡ oh, how i adore you! i'm naught but your loyal dog who worships the ground you walk on~ you have marked my body yours with the blade of your love, and i am yours forever, whether i like it or not ♡♡ my mind, my body, my soul, it all yearns for you, my darling~ my very being is at your command, yours to control and use as you please... without you, i am nothing, a schrödinger's existence bound solely to you! you are my love, my fire, and my freedom~ i would do anything for you. if you asked me to gouge my own eyes out, i'd do it. if you wanted me to bleed myself dry, i wouldn't hesitate. if you proclaimed me to be a sinner, then i shall repent. you are ethereal and i am the luckiest being on this earth to have been chosen by you~ but you cannot escape me either. my love for you is boundless, and your very being is always set in my sights. just as i am yours, your heart is mine. and i'll never, ever, let you go ♡
WARNING
the following content contains real cuts (done in a consensual bdsm setting) without any form of censorship. please for the love of god only proceed if you want to see that, don't complain to me because i don't care!
YOUR LOYALEST DEVOTEE
a little gallery of my devotion ♡ everything here is consensual, even if not safe or sane! we are both adults here!